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Name: Ali
Birthday: 6/14/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: my friends, school(hahahaha! school! thats a good one!), the juggalo fam! Insane clown posse, guys that wear eyeliner(lol) also* -zach & hig -safety pins -emo music -clowns(tehehe)
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Sunday, May 29, 2005






NEW XANGA






Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Here i am on
The phone again and
Akward silence is
On the other end

I used to know the sound
of a smile in your voice
but right now
all i feel
is the pain of the fighting
starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
All the things we laugh about
theyll bring us throught it every time (after time after time)

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
just give me a sign
say anything say anything

please dont walk away
i know you want to stay
just give me a sign
say anything say anything

Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers

but i dont want that
no not for you
if you just stay with me
we can make it through

so here we are again
the same old argument
and now im wonderign
if thingsll ever change
when will you laugh again
laugh like you did back then
make noise till three am
and the neighbors will complain

All the things we talk about
you know they stay on my mind(on my mind)
and all the things we laughed about
theyll bring us through it everytime(after time after time)

Dont say a word
i know you feel the same
just give me a sign
say anything say anything

please dont walk away
i know you want to stay
just give me a sign
say anything say anything

im falling
im falling
im falling down

im falling
im falling
im falling down
down
down
down

dont say a word
i know you feel the same
just give me a sign
say anything say anything

please dont walk away
i know you want to stay
just give me a sign
say anything say anything

-good charlotte


Sunday, May 15, 2005

my week:

now: saturday night, 10:46, hangin with muh boy bored as hell...just got done watchin phantom of the opera, (yes, again)

Sunday: church....church fair/thingy....muh boy leaves

Monday: school, then.....GOOD CHARLOTTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday: school, then bordism

Wednesday: "" repeat ""

Thursday: "" repeat ""

Friday: "" repeat ""

fun, huh?



ali

PS leave me some comments


Thursday, May 12, 2005

ok, figure this out:

-i just got done watching the pantom of the opera (again) and the main character christine chose her "prince charming" over the phantom that makes absolutley no sense. the phantom freakin killed like 30-50 ppl for her...and basically raised her from a child. i mean, yeah, hes old enough to be her dad and all but age deosn matter that much anyway. HE LOVES HER with a true and dying passion. he almost gave his life for her! ugh, that whore!........(pouting)........i would have chose the phantom he was actually pretty cute but anyway, off topic.....how is everyone lately? leave me some comments!

ali


Wednesday, May 11, 2005

i hate ppl like u

these songs go out to BEN WIRTH

Ain't nobody jealous, everybody has they own
Nobody locked up, everybody, everybody is free to roam
Lookin' at scrubby with a hottie on his side
Lookin' at rich kids, poor kids,
Everybody together on the same side
And they down to ride

Lets go all the way
Let's go all the way
Let's go all the way
Let's go all the way

Ain't nobody left out, everybody gets to go
It can never be too crowded, come on, we still pickin' up some more
Don't nobody hate you, playa hate you,
There ain't no hate at all
Gotta million hands to catch you cause they'll catch you
And they never will let you fall
And we gotta worry all of ya'll

Lets go all the way
Let's go all the way
Let's go all the way
Let's go all the way

Never known sickness, no sickness, nobody has to die
Everything's answered, what didn't then, we'll never have to wonder why
Won't nobody rush you, no pressure, be as long as you wanna be
Can't you guess what this place is,
Your future make it a reality
all you have to do is follow me

Lets go all the way
Let's go all the way
Let's go all the way
Let's go all the way


this is my family, if u cant except it....then FUCK YOU!



I'm so
Hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me


Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me
But there's nothing that you can do to me lately
Now I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwined
From being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behind
So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once
And run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us

So many questions, fingers pointing for answers
Suggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture
With green grass up to my neck, and situations that's too fast
To think about and most people can't dream about
A hundred million miles and every single second
And every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence
Reminisce from descendants of past treasures
We'll embark on a journey that'll stay alive forever
Plus I would stand over on my side of the fence
Regardless of the circumstances or the consequences


I'm so
Hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me


I am my own worst enemy
I'm not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I don't pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy
The brain's confused and mentally abused
Life's been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to loose?
And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me
You can put that on my real homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark
Hoping to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apart
I'm such a mess and decisive, I'm fading away
I'm out of touch with society and living today
Never relying on my sanity, I through it away
To become the maniac that's got your attention today


I'm so
Hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me


Can you keep a secret?
Well I'm afraid world because they want me to die, can you believe it?
But I'm still alive... and been floating since '95
With my chin held high but I'm so dead inside
Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile
Because it's just a bunch of shit that I can't deal with right now
And I'm tired of always guessing and messing it up again
And the next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in


I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart because I gave it away
No time for feeling sorry, I'll grieve another day
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds
That hover above me and cover the ugly
Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low
That's the same reason I hold on and never let go


I'm so
Hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me



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